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salixbabylon ([personal profile] salixbabylon) wrote2006-11-06 11:15 am

*sigh*

Dear Goddess/Gods,

No one else is allowed to get sick or injured, ok? Please? I'm tired of this. I don't know what you're trying to teach me, but bloody well stop it, all right?

Disgruntled,

-Salix


So yeah. First my dad. Then my grandmother has some weird blood clot-stroke thing. Then husband gets a nasty cold for a week. And now my dog has something stuck in his lungs.

I'm sure every parent out there laughs at this comparison, but I really do think having a dog is like having a kid. At least, it's the closest I will ever come. I didn't sleep at all last night because he made that cacking/barfing noise almsot every hour, trying and failing to cough somehting up. Then I would just lay there listening to him breathe, just in case he stopped. And now he's at the vet's for the day and I'm still scared. Plus it's so bloody expensive. Of course he's worth it, but still - not an expense we'd planned for this month, right before xmas, you know?

I guess I have 6 hours to sleep and try not to fret. I'm just so tired of worrying about others' physical well-being, you know? Stop that, Universe. Please. I'm tired of this fear. I want my baby dog to be ok again.

[identity profile] bloominbabylon.livejournal.com 2006-11-06 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sure every parent out there laughs at this comparison, but I really do think having a dog is like having a kid.

Not at all. I don't have kids (don't want them). But I do have a cat and I'm completely wrapped around his paw. Sorry you're having such a rough time, and I hope you're poochie is going to be ok.

*many hugs*

[identity profile] salixbabylon.livejournal.com 2006-11-06 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I think one falls in love with whatever small life forms one decides to parent, you know? With fur or without. When my dog was a puppy I had a recurring dream about being chased by lions. I'd scoop up the puppy and run, leaving my husband to fend for himself. ;) He's always been my baby, even more os now that there won't be human ones.

*hugs* Thanks for letting me know I'm not alone in my pet devotion. I'm sure he'll be fine - we have a great vet.