bunch of random crap update

[salixbabylon]

1) Told a cute boy in my class that I write smut. I was driving home, back over the hill from class (a 45 min drive), giving him a lift, and we were talking about writing since we were both scribbling away during class today, but not taking notes. One thing led to another, and well, I confess that I really like seeing people's eyes bug out when I say I write smut.

Probably not something to get used to, though.

2) Had my first clove cigarette ever last night. Also my first legal smoke in about 15 years. Amazing how after the first inhale, my lungs remembered how to deal with smoke... hands naturally fall into a comfortable position of fiddling and tapping... Totally see why theater/actor people get hooked, during their breaks with nothing to do.

The flavor was kind of nice at first, spicy and sweet, but then YUCK. About half-way through, I just couldn't bear to suck in any more smoke at all. And then my hair smelled smoky all night, and my lungs felt dry and nasty, and just yuck.

Man, I'm never smoking anything that doesn't get you high again ;)

3) Is it wrong that I'm considering seeing "Hidalgo" again just to drool at Viggo's ass some more? And that I'm considering NetFlix because the local video store doesn't have "Indian Runner" or "Caravaggio" and probably won't have "Calcium Kid" or "Ned Kelly"? God, I'm such a fangirl.

4) Am being bombarded with plot bunnies. Would much rather write smut than a research paper. *sigh* Usually, I'm not this unmotivated... Help?


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5) Did something in bed last night that was just mind-blowingly amazing. It's almost 24 hours later and I'm still thinking "Oh my fucking god" and feel weak in the knees. Can't believe it took me that many years to get around to trying that. Jesus fucking christ. Yum.

6) Finally, on a sadder note, my first vibrator is no longer among the living. The plastic has decayed to a bad point and it's itchy. I know they weren't made to last forever, but I'm still feeling nostalgic about it. May have to write a tribute to my very first rubber dolly...