*wibbling/hysteria*

i am so fucking nervous. i know it's just a book. i know she won't kill harry. it seems unlikely she's kill remus AND severus AND draco. but my heart is beating about a million times a minute every time i think about it and my hands are sweaty and, jesus fucking christ, you'd think i was about to learn that someone i love has died.

and you'd be right.

i haven't read any spoilers and i don't KNOW that anyone does... but i just re-read all the books in the last 2 weeks and someone's going to get bumped off.

everything will change. what if she kills someone i'm writing about???? what about all the WIPs that i'm in love with but aren't finished!?!?

oh god. oh god. oh god.

they're starting distribution at 11 pm tomorrow. 25 hours.