whine

Have I mentioned that I am a big ball of non-sleeping, constantly crying, back/neck/shoulders/wrists-aching, cranky whiny insomniac stress?

Well I am.

I'm never going to get this done what if I fail what if I have to do it all over again next semester what if I don't graduate and then have to tell everyone who was thinking I would and I'm stuck in a job I hate forever and what if I don't even want to be a librarian anyway and why am I doing this and I hate it hate it hate it HATE IT and I want out can I please just open a vein instead I'm such a fucking wreck and I can't do this I don't want to this it sucks and i can't stop bloody crying and whining and hate being this whiny crying awful person and I don't want to be her anymore.