random brain

[salixbabylon]

"... the idea of teaching him what that could be, while definitely appealing, was enough to curb that heat, if not extinguish it entirely. One of the first rules was that you didn't seduce virgins. You didn't subject the inexperienced to that kind of intensity. It was the kind of thing that could ruin it for X permanently, or seduce him so completely that he would be unable to do without it. Always better to let a person come to their own conclusions about things like this. Better to let time and experience reveal this kind of desire, because it could be hard to control, overwhelming, addictive."

Been thinking about this far, far too much lately.

The inside of my head is overgrown, dark with vines, and there are scary things in the shadows.

I think being sick gave me too much time to peer into dark corners. Again.

Sometimes I really wish there was someone to talk to about all of this. Who knew, but didn't know me...

Comments

[february-sea.livejournal.com]

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That's a O_o quote. Tres provocative. As in, makes you really think. So, yeah, I'm not surprised you've been thinking about it.

But if you need to talk to someone, I'm around. Albeit in another time zone, but hey. If it's scary dark in the corners, there is always the professional route for 'someone to talk to' and that can be an extremely good thing.

blessed be, Salix.
*hugs*

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

*hug* Thank you. I've been talking, some. Scribbled about 13 pages in my long-neglected journal. Feeling much better now.

A friend once told me that your mind has dark alleys, and you shouldn't go there at night, or if you must, to take someone with you.

I'm so very lucky to have such wonderfully supportive friends like you both. :)

[february-sea.livejournal.com]

your mind has dark alleys, and you shouldn't go there at night, or if you must, to take someone with you

What a brilliant observation...and I'm very glad you're feeling better. :)