FIC: Surrender (Ewan/Eric, NC-17), for 50kinkyways

[salixbabylon]

Title: Surrender
Author: salixbabylon
Fandom: RPS
Characters: Ewan McGregor/Eric Bana
Prompt: 12. Fear Play
Word Count: 354
Rating: NC-17 to be safe
Author's Notes: Ewan isn't afraid of anything. Eric disagrees.


Surrender

Ewan isn't truly afraid of anything. And even if he is, he's a guy and he wouldn't tell you.

Eric seems to think he's got some issues to work out. About giving up control. About truly surrendering, not just submitting. About letting himself go. About things going too far.

Which is why Ewan supposes he shouldn't have been so surprised, all things considered. Eric never backs away from a perceived challenge.

Mostly what he remembers is being overwhelmed. Darkness in the parking lot, as a cloth bag was pulled over his head. The adrenaline that pounded through his body not diminishing despite a familiar voice whispering "Don't forget your safeword." Hands painfully wrenching his behind his back and frog-marching him to somewhere that smelled like stale cigarettes.

And then being overwhelmed by Eric.

A huge, hard body that smothered him, pressing too hard on his chest so Ewan couldn't breathe, couldn't say his safeword even if he had remembered it. The roughness, the almost rape-like feeling of being held down and forced, whether he wanted it or not, making him shiver.

Part of him wanted to fight back. Of course. But Ewan's body wasn't responding to anything his brain was telling it – he'd gone limp almost, frozen, distant.

Well, except for his cock.

His cock knew that it was Eric and his cock likes Eric. And it likes being held down.

It even likes feeling helpless, it seems.

Ewan was covered with terror-flavored sweat when Eric licked his collarbone, biting down far too hard. But he was aroused and he didn't protest in any way, not even when Eric tore his clothes a little or when he rolled Ewan over so fast it wrenched his neck. The burn of Eric slamming into his arse was barely manageable and even now it stings.

But it was still good.

Today, Ewan isn't quite sure why it was good, why he didn't freak out more, why he just submitted – no, surrendered – like that, why he didn't fight. He feels unsettled in his head.

Eric was right. Ewan is afraid.

He'll have to work on that, he decides.

~end~

Comments

[nverland]

Oh my, that was nice

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I felt a little stumped by the prompt, so I'm glad it turned out well to you. :)

[mlyn.livejournal.com]

Mmm, will definitely have to work on that. *purrs*

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

And won't that be a ton of fun? *rowr* ;)

Oops, there I go with my chracters turning me on again... Bad writer. No naked boys for me.

[history-gurl.livejournal.com]

And yum.

Seriously? Never thought I'd be enjoying a series starring Ewan and Eric this much. I blame heartofslash. Or is that thank her?

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Thank you! Aren't they so tasty?

Thank her, definitely. Two years ago she challenged me to imagine Ewan and Eric meeting up and riding motorcycles while they were filming Black Hawk Down. The rest is history...

[pecos.livejournal.com]

well, hello libido! You're a naughty, naughty girl, you! Write more?

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Eric = libido cure. *rowr*

I will endeavor to be as naughty as possible in the next one, just for you, after heartofslash has her turn. :)

[marius2045.livejournal.com]

Oh dear Lord... *shudders*

Somehow you brought your writing to a whole new level. And geez, do I like it!

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Yay! I'm curious - what about this piece brought it to a new level for you? I like to know how/why things work for others the way they do.

I'm so pleased you liked it - more is on the way. :)

[marius2045.livejournal.com]

It's not only this chapter/piece but the last one as well. I can't really tell, I just have the feeling that you are now more comfortable with the entire BDSM scene, the mind-games, your couple, even the love between Ewan/Eric. Your writing sounds just so much better since the last piece. At least in my humble opinion. ^_^

Can't wait for the next chapter. :)

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Well thank you! Not only for the compliments, but for taking the time to give me such a well-thought out reply. I appreciate it, and I know heartofslash will too.

More coming soon! :)

[mistry89.livejournal.com]

I've not strayed so far from my fandom before - no LOTR actors! But I'm a huge fan of your writing, and so had to read this. I'm glad I did, and I hope that I've "friended" you in order to keep up-to-date is alright with you.
Cheers!

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Are you saying you're new to RPS then? What's your usual fandom? Regardless, I'm always flattered when people read outside their norm for me - thank you so much!

Friending - welcome! I've friended you back. :)

[mistry89.livejournal.com]

Not new to RPS - just that RPS features one of them (generally OB, VM, or SB). Loved Educational Endeavours. FPS also in LOTR (although also quite a lot of GEN set pre-FOTR or scene-fillers).And AU's :)
Thanks!

[vamprino.livejournal.com]

Oh my.
*fans self*

Lovely work, as always. ^_^

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

*offers you a cool drink of water* It *is* getting warm in here, isn't it? That always seems to happen with these two...

Thank you! :)

[foxrafer.livejournal.com]

Ooh, I like this. I love that the scene was designed to be scary, but what he's most afraid of is his reaction to it. And of course I love how well Eric knows Ewan, how well they understand each other. This is great.

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Yes, Ewan's an inside-his-head kind of guy so it's never the props that are too extreme so much as the emotions and headspace. He's a fun character to play with. :)

And Eric, well, he's got that manly sensitive-but-not thing going. *g*

So glad you liked it!

[astrojen.livejournal.com]

Once again you leave me breathless, Sal. Wow! ;)

Jen ;->

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Shall I send Ewan over to do CPR? Or Eric? They've got that whole medical kit, after all... ;)

*smooch*

[astrojen.livejournal.com]

Hey! They can practice their first aid on me ANYTIME! ;D

Jen ;->

[second-banana.livejournal.com]

Awwww. Growth is hard. Poor Ewan. Good for Eric. He wins for pushing buttons without pushing Ewan over the edge. You know, edges he didn't need to go over.

*snuggles you*

[salixbabylon.livejournal.com]

Eric might be big but he's pretty careful, even with thoe emotion things that most guys are so bad with. Ewan's lucky to have him

And I'm lucky to be able to play with them both!

You can push my buttons any time, baby.