Knight in not-so-shiney armor
Apr. 22nd, 2003 09:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
salixbabylonWhy, oh why, do i do these things?
My friend who puts together the weekly 'zine we all write for challenged me to write "something squicky about sex" this week. i had this nice column all written about my wrist injury but NO, now i have to write a new column about butts. Goddess forbid I tell him to bite me and just not do it. i guess those tests were right and i AM a stupid Gryffindor after all.
And, since i've been nicely thanking people who send me feedback on the stories and answering questions, i couldn't stop myself from mentioning the possibility of a sequel once or twice to a few people. And now i have five emails asking when it's coming out. i don't know! i'm not depressed right now! i can't write angst when i'm happy! fuck!
when will i ever learn to keep my big mouth just shut?!?!
OTOH, at least i'm not catatonic with depression and haven't been for a few weeks. maybe as The Anniversary approaches, it will all be ok...
13 more days until the one year anniversary of having discovered fanfic and having a breakdown of some sort (nervous breakdown just always sounds so cliche'). Good in the long run I guess. And it was all prompted by Ailei's "The Devil Wants"...
And now i've got two stories of my own up... and learned lots of things about myself... the world is a weird and wacky place.
Pretty and green and rainy, though!
My friend who puts together the weekly 'zine we all write for challenged me to write "something squicky about sex" this week. i had this nice column all written about my wrist injury but NO, now i have to write a new column about butts. Goddess forbid I tell him to bite me and just not do it. i guess those tests were right and i AM a stupid Gryffindor after all.
And, since i've been nicely thanking people who send me feedback on the stories and answering questions, i couldn't stop myself from mentioning the possibility of a sequel once or twice to a few people. And now i have five emails asking when it's coming out. i don't know! i'm not depressed right now! i can't write angst when i'm happy! fuck!
when will i ever learn to keep my big mouth just shut?!?!
OTOH, at least i'm not catatonic with depression and haven't been for a few weeks. maybe as The Anniversary approaches, it will all be ok...
13 more days until the one year anniversary of having discovered fanfic and having a breakdown of some sort (nervous breakdown just always sounds so cliche'). Good in the long run I guess. And it was all prompted by Ailei's "The Devil Wants"...
And now i've got two stories of my own up... and learned lots of things about myself... the world is a weird and wacky place.
Pretty and green and rainy, though!
